Where did you go?
First of all thank you for all of your birthday wishes. I did manage to have a good birthday/ It’s amazing the difference between my birthday last year and this year. Last year at this time I was losing my job, wasn’t working at a great place, and not many people that were not family did anything to celelbrate it. This time I’m working somewhere as a real employee that I enjoy, they decorated my cube and I got a balloon, we went out to lunch, and hubby to took me out to dinner and got roses. I also got a lot of face.book happy birthdays. So that was nice as well.
In terms of IF, AF is missing. I started spotting on saturday afternoon and I thought she was immenent. I still kept up with my progesterone suppositories just to be safe, but I kept spotting through to sunday. Then on Monday I stopped the progesterone and found out my beta was negative. However, I also stopped spotting. Was that my period? How could that be my period if I had a 6mm lining before I triggered? Did I mess it up because I kept using the progesterone suppositories? I wonder if since I stopped taking the progesterone that is like taking Prometrium for ten days and then stopping. Maybe I just need to wait a few more days and she will show again. I definitley feel the emotional crazies – I have felt like I could tear up and cry on and off for a couple days so maybe that is a sign or something. I can’t call into my RE and schedule my sono or anything until I get a full flow they said. Spotting doesn’t count. So I’m at a stand still. I really hope we don’t get a repeat of that time where I took Prometrium for ten days and then had to wait another two weeks for AF to never show. Come on already, I know I’m not pregnant so show up full force so I can kick the sono’s butt. Or at least try too.