My beta will be negative today. I already poas and it was negative. How do I know that it will be negative? Because I started spotting last night after dinner. Today is CD 1. I am having menstrual cramps and all those symptoms you get with AF you think are pregnancy symptoms. I guess I’m doing ok on the emotional front. I’m ok as long as I don’t talk about it. I’m down and kinda cranky, but I’ve only cried once and it wasn’t a huge all out cry. Maybe I”m just waiting to hear the news from my RE and what they plan to have me do this month.
Slept like crap last night thinking about today. So today is going to be a long day. I have to get up early because of my beta that I know will be negative. Then I have to go to work, get the call that I know will be negative, and then work an extra hour this evening. Blech. I wish today was over.
I will update later this afternoon when I get this months protocol. They better not put me on bc pills again. I hate sitting out months and I don’t see the point now that we know I do well on Follistim. I’m also going to bring up the point that I’m really unhappy with how only one lady could find my damn ovary and follicle and see what they can do about that. Probably nothing. Bleh. I think I’m going to have some retail therapy.
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