I am very hormonal this week. It’s understandable since I stopped my bc pills on sunday morning and af is due this saturday. However, I don’t remember being this hormonal in a while. Like it’s going on for days. I have had cramps the whole time, was grumpy on sunday, and yesterday after my ori.ent.atio.n for the new job I was tired/low blood sugar/hormonal/ and then the husband came home and told me something that made me burst into tears at the dinner table. What did he say? He was already going on business at the very beginning of Feb and he mentioned something a while ago about having to go somewhere at the end of the month too. He came home last night saying he had a trip in the middle of the month too! I was like you can’t be gone the whole *^&) month! That just set me off. I have finally lived through my cycle off and I am trying my new drug. That is not fair. He said that I heard him wrong and doesn’t have anything at the end of the month – still. The dumb thing is both of his trips are to the same place so he is going to try to see if he can see both people in one visit. That should be ok I think. The annoying thing though is I don’t know how my body will react to the Femara. I may be a major late ovulator again like on Clomid, or the Femara might make things sooner, which would suck if he was out of town. Ugh, I hate travel and having things up in the air.
This morning I was cranky too because it was cold/I was tired and I have to park way far out from where I work. As the day went on though I got less cranky. Thank goodness. The cramps are still here though. Want to know something funny/ironic? My new office is right next to the main entrance to the maternity entrance. I will be seeing pregnant women and possibly tiny babies everywhere. I watched a nurse send a new family off yesterday. Maybe I will get desensitized to it and it won’t bother me anymore. That would be cool. One awesome thing I found out today is that they may be moving my office in the sometime future to a different building. Where? The same exact building my RE’s office is in. How cool is that. I could slip in easy for appointments if that happened.
Not much else going on. Hopefully af will show up soon so that all her hormonal symptoms will go away. Part of me wonders if she will come early because of her strong symptoms, but I doubt it. Hope everyone stays warm.
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