Today is saturday, two days until my next monitoring visit. I have been feeling some cramping today down there, which I’m hoping is a good thing. I feel it most on my left side. I don’t want to get my hopes up too much since they didn’t see anything last time, but I’m hoping that they will see something on my scan. My husband made a cute comment when I mentioned to him that my body was like a tortoise. He said remember in the end the tortoise won. So true 🙂
Today I called my grandmother to talk to her and ended up talking to my aunt. That started a little drama, which I’m annoyed about. I let her know that seeing all the pictures of my cousin’s new baby bothers me a little, especially since she sends them directly into my email. That was really dumb of me, but it just came out. I told her not to say anything because I don’t want to start drama, but I don’t know if she really will be quiet about it. I feel bad now. Though if she does find out I can just tell her that we are having trouble and that is why it bothers me, which is the truth. Gah. An yes, this aunt does know we are having a little bit of trouble because she got it out of me one day, but I try to limit her knowledge to that because I don’t know what she will say to others.
Ok, I don’t want to end this entry on a bad note. This afternoon I made cupcakes. I have been craving cupcakes for a long time. They don’t sell single cupcakes at the grocery store so I decided to make my own. I found a great Hun.gry Gi.rl recipe for a healthier version of cupcakes that turned out yummy. I made a lot so that I can share them with my husband’s family tomorrow. Here is a picture of how they came out.
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