I have thought about writing this entry for a while, but I was nervous to do so. I wasn’t sure what sort of feedback I would get and what I would get from people searching on the net. I decided to just go for it and add dots so hopefully it’s harder to search for.
I have had issues with low lib.ido for a while in my marriage. It has not been fun and I always feel bad about it. When I started this IF process I brought it up for the very first time to one of the nurse practitioners during one of my appointments. She said that it was most likely because of my PCOS, because my hormone levels are out of whack. She said that to cure it they normally use testosterone (I think that’s what it was, but I don’t remember exactly), but because I was trying to get pregnant I couldn’t use it. When I finally got to try for the first time two cycles ago I was excited, but it was hard for me to be in the mo.od. It also didn’t help that my in-laws were staying with us for three weeks and we had to wait till they went to bed to start so we were both tired. We were supposed to do it within a three day period and only managed the first two days. This bothered me. We haven’t had s.ex since that time though half of that I was getting used to taking Metformin. An that is with a break month in between. I’m just having trouble getting in the m.o.od. I know that I will feel a little better once AF shows, but it won’t be a miracle giver. I’m nervous that I’m going to have the same issues again. I just want to have a normal marriage with a normal dr.i.ve and not IF.
An no AF isn’t here yet. I really hope she shows up soon.
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