Today is beta day. Oh boy I peed on a stick this morning and it was negative as I knew it would be. Actually I peed on two. Once you start going with pregnancy tests it’s hard to stop. LOL. Next time I will be doing my research and ordering a bunch online in bulk.
I am sad, but at least I know. No more stupid two week wait. I just wish something would happen for me. I’m sick of being in limbo. I wish I would just get pregnant already or at least get some sort of job. It really sucks not having either. I think tonight for dinner I’m going to have a boca burger (soy) with a diet coke (caffeine and nutrasweet) with some french fries to make myself feel better.
Right now I’m feeling like I just want to get started with a new cycle already. I ovulate late (I didn’t trigger until day 20 this cycle) so I just want to get started and see if I can get to try again.
I will probably update this entry when I get my beta results, which will be negative as well.